That is the state of a real person, me, three hours after a so-called professional tried to demean my work as mere opinions, and thereby negated my soul as defined above. To put it mildly he said: "See you again!" while in fact, his challenged worldly Be-shell expressed: "If you refuse to accept what I have established (e) as boundaries (B), get out of my sight!" And then he thanked me "for expressing my opinions"...

So back at home after this attack, which "normal" people take for granted, and which was worse for me, because I had to witness how a studied man tried to belittle my soul to make himself look bigger in his Be-worldly shell! And this in utter disregard of his F8-soul, with which in his profession he shows he is perfectly capable of dealing with the knowledge work about what is urgently necessary, say after an injury, or even before and, preventatively. Being still free to pursue something innovative (Q2) towards allowing (letting go to) a breakthrough, at least with myself, I filled in the key questions of life, just as "Option 4 Members" like you, would do it. Also I also had no clue, where the Q-analysis would lead - even if I have designed the test. I cannot fake it either on the spot! And so it naturally revealed what I could not have worked out before so precisely, that at the time of answering the questions, I was in a mental state where my project with that man was frozen (Q1) with a little less belief in him opening up, than before he freaked out. Being honest in retrospect, I actually felt I had to come to a conclusion with him and so must he in some way have had too. (meaning unclear here - you wanted a conclusion so put him under pressure?)

Have you ever encountered a similar situation, where someone, at first pretending to like you and your work, let you down, when the time for timely exchange of project-oriented competence had come? In fact, those whom people like at first and they cannot understand, because they want power over what they like about them, end up in a love-hate attitude after the foreplay of pretending to be nice. This reminds me of that famous economics professor, who had married a gorgeous model and they then had a swanky party that made it into all the magazines. After three months she divorced him; not because of him lacking money and courtesy, even exciting small talk. But because he could do nothing but stand naked at the end of her bed end and give her a speech about how bright the future will be and how much he loved her for that...

You see I had to let off some steam; but beyond it, the above analysis indicates that I had to count my horses before racing on, in order to revise my operational procedures (Q3) towards optimization. Also it shows an unbroken leadership potential (Q4) under the motto: "What does not kill me, makes me stronger!", which indeed it did. I did not allow that soul attack to shock me; actually something loosened up in my body soon after the attack. That is usually also the case when a dog chases me and barks from behind unexpectedly. After a split second of surprise, I realize whether there is a real danger or not. If not, then I always feel the the dog just wanted to be nice to me and release some tension in me, and indeed that is what my soul lets me experience und understand. But beware if you do not acknowledge that to the dog, then even a dog is insulted by your misunderstanding and then you could be in real trouble...

So obviously to continue with lifefulfilling work, I needed a very high potential to deal with the dangers, temptations and traps from those who want me to be other-determined (Q5)! That way I would lose the fulfilling of my life as the being I am. In fact I had to rather slightly hold myself back (Q6) in order not to be easily provoked but instead gained time to resort to what allowed me to make the best out of the situation by giving my partner a chance for a turnaround, even later on. But where I didn't I  have a proper understanding, I needn't have been unduly hopeful about the potential I can still sense (Q7) between that so-called professional and me, but which at that point was fearfully and hatefully denigrated by him when I acknowledged him. But there was no reason for me to give up my integrity (Q8) to a seemingly more powerful, man-made ordering me around attempt allowing not even reasonable questions. I found it wiser to let time heal the wounds, brushed the dust of my shoes, and got involved in a more fulfilling project like writing this site for us to share...

Of course I had had another options; If I had allowed myself to be divided between my Pp-worldly shell of preparing (p) a t-challenging process (P), and my F9-soul of keeping an essential overview over the available options and share their meaning, I could have given in to revenge for having been hurt. Then I would, and be assured that temptation lurked around, have t-[o,o,o] forced my issue,t-beyond proportion, falling into a social Darwinian competition and power game, for who rules whom, instead of 
 

The fact is, whenever your soul survives such a situation unharmed, you get a chance to learn something from that experience, and when you implement it in your work and life, then that experience becomes fulfilling. In that sense the above "Picture of Peter Meier" fulfills itself in my life. For people who have never confronted it, it gets frozen in time and gets cracks. And so YOUR first confrontation with your picture is as important to you, as it was the first time for me. Now the above one is more situational to me. But still, when I go about this analysis, worked out in 1994 by myself, in the proper way as a user, it keeps me out of mischief and on track.

2) My Transition from my Option I to my Option II mind

In my Option I mind, I was blind to what confuses people, specifically how Option I minds are, in the end, more and more convinced by so-called bad collective experience. Thus people give in to more and more Bm-limitations of their soul as defined above. And that until they are, so to speak soul-less, and remain so for the rest of their then unfulfilled lives - if nobody saves their soul. In this state my works is judged as follows in Bm-terms, specifically with the one out 16 possible distortion table - an affiliate to the Option I>II project needs to know his or her table...

In "The Picture of Dorian Gray", Oscar Wilde describes a man, Dorian Gray. His soul development in his Bm-lustful life was reflected in a picture of his once youthful self after a deal with the Devil. He did then take care of Dorian's worldly shell and maintained his youthful appearance there. And so his appearance to the world remained always youthfully charming. And that no matter what bad behavior Gray followed in his life, such as selling his true being short, as outlined above by Bm-distorting his soul. But on pay day, as agreed with the Devil, he had to bear the consequences; to confront the picture in the attic and line with its now ugly image, and to leave his soul, meanwhile rotten enough for the devil, for him to have it.

What do you think your picture looks like? Do you now understand why some people freak out when confronted with the key questions of life? And others pretend to know it all, not interested in any further potential...

In fact, parameters that do justice to your principle of lifefulfillment provide the background for your lifefulfillment. And to make that available in a practically relevant way is what my work is all about - even if hardly anybody in the mainstream science cares yet consciously about this breakthrough; at least unconsciously we are all concerned about the lack to understand self and others...